emotions it's easy to say to control but hard to really.act it out. hurts it's easy to say to let go, but when you are alone or down. every single word and every thing that the person did on you come running back in your mind. memories. sweet memories, happy memories. but do they last long enough for you to numb your pain from hurts? why does life have so many tough decisions to make? some people come into your life. stays, makes a difference, and leaves. some decided to stay on. some decided to walk away. some leaves when you want them to be part of your life. some whom you want them to leave but can't bear. some whom you want them to leave but regrets afterwhich.some whom you just hate but realized there were there for a reason, to protect you. choices. it's all about choices isnt it? someone once said, God gave us choices cause He loved us and didn't want to restrict or control us. if that's the case, I rather God have everything planned for me. maybe don't even let me feel emotions. cause at least. I won't know the feeling-hurt