somehow stop crying seems hard to me

what's wrong with me?

seems to have already lost myself
maybe i lost myself long long time ago
but i only got to realise it ytd night

maybe things have gone wrong long long time ago

time to let out a good cry after hiding everything inside for so long.
so wanting to share it out
but i have run out of words how to say it

after crying, i will be better
i hope :")