It's so easy to fall, but it takes one plenty of courage to stand up again.

I think I have slowly lost the passion and purpose of life.
Thinking back, 18 years of living has been tough. Lots of things happened, mostly bad stuff i guess? But, am i gonna give up here?

Doubts, fears, question, disappointment?
What happens when all of them comes together and just make you feel suffocated?
I am tired of living, cause i no longer know my purpose.
Till a point i feel like giving up everything would be the best.

Ever wondered why is it so hard for someone to stand up again?
Cause the person past is always still there, and whether you like it or not, there are people pointing fingers talking about you. I think now i understand how people feel.

I feel like changing my environment.
Finding a new place to start afresh.
Where can the new place be?

It's hard. Especially when you are alone to fall.
I have made many wrong decisions that I don't know where i can pick up again.

Can You tell me what's my purpose in life if You are really still here and watching me take every step on the wrong path.
I think i am losing my confident, my stand.


I just want to be happy.
Is it that hard?