Today is my first day back in school for my year 2 at NYP.
I wanna give thanks to God.
Cause He helped me to reduce my travelling time to school from 1 hour to half and hour! hahahhahaha:D with the opening of the circle line. I can get to school from my hse within 30 mins. certainly sounds good and better now! (:
And thanks to all those who build the circle line. Though i dont know who.
But i certainly appreciate it. (:

My life has been.. not that good recently?
But i guess through all those i learn that i should rely on God more than myself.
Be it in ministry or family.
It seems hard pressing on. But i believe after all these, i will be even stronger.
I will keep walking. I don't want to choose to stop. Cause i know when i stop my walk. i will not stay stagnant there, instead i will go back sliding. And i will not let that from happening. I will prepare enough oil. i don't want to leak oil when i am serving. instead, i want to gain as much oil so that i can be the one who has enough oil upon waiting for my Lord.

i will remind myself, remind myself.
continuously reminding myself.

My life is brought with a high price, a high cost.
And i am not gonna let it waste again.

Time is hard now, but at least i know when i am struggling and struggling.
You will still be by my side.
i will never be alone. never.

“我敬拜祢我神, 我敬拜祢我神。
我爱祢， 我爱祢。
我永远要歌唱，我永远要与祢同行。
与祢同行。

我敬拜祢我神, 我敬拜祢我神。
我爱祢， 我爱祢。
我永远要歌唱，我永远要与祢同行。
与祢同行。"

I want to learn how to love You using my whole life.
I don't want to just use my lips and mouth to say how much i love You.
I admit i don't know how to love You. I admit that. But i am willing to learn. As long as You give me a chance to learn.

I don't want to return to how i have been before.
I don't want.
I don't want to waste my life doing things that are not even worth.
Use me mould me, break me and make me.




They always say a home is where you can recover when you fall and grow tired,
what happen when it isn't like that anymore?
Has anyone recently felt like not going home?

Well, i have.


Keep me in prayer, please.

thanks(: