ytd while i was preparing words for cell.
i was thinking abt friendship.
and i came across some verses that God says and see about friendship.
proverbs 17:9,
it says that those who cover their friend mistake with love, has good r/s with friends.
but those who quarrel on everything will lose even close friends.
Job 6:14,
those who is despair even to the point of forsaking God, God says his friend should still treat him with love.

so that is God standard for friendship.
Have i done that? i don't think i did.
come to think of it, my life isn't that smooth since i choose to believe in Jesus.
i do still complaint, emo, angry, ignore, do wrong things and others.
God didn't promise that after believing Him, our road of life will be good and happy.
It's still contain the sadness, sorrow of life.
but what He promise is far better than that.
He promises to be by your side even when you are at the lowest point of your life where even your close friends leave you.

True enough,
we will never realise Jesus is all we need until Jesus is all we have.

How to solve my problems?

If you were to ask me,
i will say i don't know.
hand front, hand back.
both are flesh.
u guys make it sound that i was so in the wrong.
then what did u treated me as when u have other friends?
think of it.
if you were me what will you do?

will it be so easy doing too?

have been aways thinking of all these question.

Life is unfair,
but what can i do?

live on with life i guess.

i may sound bad here,
but give me some time.
i will move on with life.
in some time to come.

thinking back during sermon.
(: