am back from camp.
i did something that i wouldn't even believe i did that.
haha(:
well,
i just had that thought that i should do it.
even though if nothing happens after that,
i should have expected it.
am still stupid i guess.

move on. move on.
no time to think about all this.


i am really busy this week
but, i guess.
after this two weeks i will find myself empty again.
i don't want the cycle to happens again.

there's alot of hestitation of mine.
which cell, should i really mentor someone.

i am waiting for answer for everything.
but i just
don't get any reply



focus on goliath of yours, and you will tumble.
focus on God, all your goliath will tumble.






"I made You promises a thousand whole time.
I tried to hear from heaven, but i talked the whole time.
I think i made You too small.
I never feared You at all, no.

If You touched my face, would i know You?
Looked into my eyes could i behold You?

What do i know of You, who spoke me into motion?
Where have i even stood, but the shore along Your ocean?

Are You fire, are You fury?
Are You sacred, are You beautiful?

So what do i know?
What do i know of holy?

I guessed i thought that i had figured You out.
I knew all the stories and i learned to talked about.
How You were mighty to save,
But those were only empty words on a page.

Then i caught a glimspe of who You might be.
The slightest hint of You brought me down to my knees.

So what do i know of You, who spoke me into motion?
Where have i even stood, but the shore along Your ocean?

Are You fire, are You fury?
Are You sacred, are You beautiful?

So what do i know?
What do i know of holy?

what do i know of holy?
What do i know of wounds that will heal my shame?
And a God who gave life its name?
What do i know of holy?
Of the One who the angels praise.
All creation knows Your name.



On earth and heaven above,
What do i know of this love?