i seem to have alot of things to do.
like?
projects, projects and..
PROJECTS!

arggg.

they are all lined up after those week of performing.
but its time to start clearing them off and not be lazy.
God please help me!

haha(:
went blog-sighting just now.
and.
Somehow i felt that,
people around are changed!
changed by?
God's love!
(:

thinking back,
this year holds alot of sad memories.
including some decisions which i made without going in my mind.

I guess,
humans are creatures that tend to regret after things happened.

Well,
i guess i should look forward.

Instead of looking at how bad i am among all my mistakes,
i guess i should see how GREAT and faithful my God has been with me.

i guess,
i need more forgiveness in my life.
for myself and towards others.

How could i love when i am still in hatred?
We can forgive and give grace, but if needed.
keep our distance.
To forgive is to letting ourselve move on,
not to think about the offense anymore.
you don't excuse them, endorse her, or embrace them.
you just route thoughts about them to heaven.
Then you will see your enemy as God's child and revenge as God's work.
By the way, how could we grace-recipients do anything less?
Dare we ask God for grace when we refuses to give it?

i wanna be like david.
as a man who is after God's heart.

Giants of our lives, we must face them.
However, we do not need to face them alone.

Taking a break away from God doesn't work.
Honestly.
After one time of a break holiday.
Then will be excuses for you to say when things started going wrong the next time.
Me and a friend thought of this.
Imagine you were to say to God.
"God, i am having my break. so leave me alone during this period!"
Imagine one day if God were to say the same thing to us when we are in need and desperate.
"Wait ah, let me finish my kit-kat first! Then i will pull you out from your problem."
Imagine, when you reach heaven,
God says while He is still enjoying His kit-kat.
"Do i know you?"
nice example.
simple but straight.
God still remain faithful to us.
But am i willing to be faithful to Him too?

You'll never know Jesus is all you need until He is all you have.