it isn't that easy
there seems to be alot of regrets in my life
since i was young
i guess i just don't know how to appreciate ppl who treat me nice
i just kept disappointing them
but, i really dont know what else i should do
my mood today was bad
and, i dont blame anyone else
cause i brought it unto myself
i tried to be honest
guess this was the first time i am actually being so honest
i am still learning
but it seems to me there is no one else who wants to give me chance
i know i disappointed you
but, i really don't know what else i should do
someone offered me a suggestion,
which i thought would be just nice to use now.
should i? can i have some directions from You?
i wanna change this life that i am living but,
i guess my determination isn't that strong
Lord, can You give me more strength please?
i am sick and tired of all these.
But,
what else can i do Lord?
Tuesday, September 15, 2009