i gotta be strong
even stronger if i wanna fight for God
learn quite a few pointers recently

i would really have to learn how to let go i guess(:
maybe i am angry at some things cause i am not free from it
and i dun wish that others get free

but, well.
that's an awfully wrong thought i got.

"Jesus gives you this assurance.
Hang on. He’ll make sure you get home."
i saw this somewhere somewhere

Well, i guess. i just have to believe in these simple sentences

and these:

"How do you answer such questions? Ever wish you had a way to assess the quality of your affection? A DNA test for love? Paul offers us one: “Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth” (1 Cor. 13:6 NIV). In this verse lies a test for love.

Want to separate the fake from the factual, the counterfeit from the real thing? Want to know if what you feel is genuine love? Ask yourself this:

Do I encourage this person to do what is right? For true love “takes no pleasure in other people’s sins but delights in the truth” (1 Cor. 13:6 JB).

If you find yourself prompting evil in others, heed the alarm. This is not love. And if others prompt evil in you, be alert.

Here’s an example. A classic one. A young couple are on a date. His affection goes beyond her comfort zone. She resists. But he tries to persuade her with the oldest line in the book: “But I love you. I just want to be near you. If you loved me …”

That siren you hear? It’s the phony-love detector. This guy doesn’t love her. He may love having sex with her. He may love her body. He may love boasting to his buddies about his conquest. But he doesn’t love her. True love will never ask the “beloved” to do what he or she thinks is wrong.

Love doesn’t tear down the convictions of others. Quite the contrary.

“Love builds up” (1 Cor. 8:1).

“Whoever loves a brother or sister lives in the light and will not cause anyone to stumble” (1 John 2:10).

“You are sinning against Christ when you sin against other Christians by encouraging them to do something they believe is wrong” (1 Cor. 8:12 NLT).

Do you want to know if your love for someone is true? If your friendship is genuine? Ask yourself: Do I influence this person to do what is right? "

the Love test?
Interesting,
i learn something new today again.

Now i see, God is giving me alot of direction signs as i continue my long walk.

i know i should persevere on,
but.

There is just simply too many people that i feel like avoiding

Forgive me if i did that to you, who is now reading my blog.
i wanna head back to where i started this journey from,

but i guess,
i just simply lack directions.

How can i love if i have none of it inside me?

"Where the grace of God is missed,bitterness is born. But where the grace of God is embraced, there forgiveness flourishes.

Your friend broke his promise? Your boss didnt keep her words? I'm sorry, but before you take action, answer this question: How did God react when you broke your promises to Him?

You've been lied before? It hurts to be deceived. But before you double your fists, think: How did God respond when you lied to Him?

You've been neglected? Forgotten? Left behind? Rejection hurts. But before you get even, get honest with yourself. Have you ever neglected God? Have you always been attentive to His will? None of us have. How did He react when you neglected Him?

The key to forgiving others is to quit focusing on what they did to you and start focusing on what God did for you.

"But, thats not fair! Somebody has to pay for what he did!"

I agree, Someone has to pay, and Someone already has."

i will still continue learning,
just give me some more time