"its not your fault, its mine"

sound so easy like how u came into my life
and leave just like that as u like
i guess i really trusted wrong ppl
sometime i feel that i am just so dumb

they say perhaps it was not refering to me
but
isnt't it too obvious?

why did things turn out this way?

At least can u please clarify with me what's going through on your side?
Am i at least worth some explanation?

maybe i will not be so disappointed if you tell me straight
i didnt really expect much from you
but somehow
hopes was built up along the way
and now?
all i get is confusion and disappointment?

Disappointed. Really, i am.