just came across something
i was reading something
and
i guess
ppl do get through things very fast
maybe its because there is someone else for them now

hmmm
plans
plans for future?
i guess i have none of that
honestly

i am just living one day by one day

for now
i also dunno what i am going after

i feel that i really did alot of things wrong
why?
*sigh*

arg
its coming back again
):