God has been soo nice to me!
REALLY
so so nice that i don't know how to say it out
past few days
i have been having my exams
which i am soooo stressed over it
but i prayed for my every single exam
i prayed so hard. cause i dont wanna fail and disappoint my family
i wanna try to work hard. though its so hard
but for the sake of my family, and Him
i will continue trying my best

ytd. my mood for studying was ruined
cause of some stupid nonsense that i cause?
haiyo. i dont know la
in conclusion, i didnt have any mood to study
haha(: and i told someone abt marketing just cant enter in my heart

that person told me to pray

pray? i did that so many times ytd. seriously
but i did as what that person say

suddenly, a thought entered my mind
Go and rest, leave studying tml
hahahhaha(:
maybe i imagine myself
but i did that. and i woke up at 3 this morning
a cup of coffee and a few pieces of sugar biscuit did the job of keeping me awake

i know myself too. when i am in my bad mood times
i shld go get a rest and everything wll be better by tml morning
well, i thank God that i feel so much better this morning
and i studied for my marketing! till i feel like dying
and i went for exams
feeling so unprepared.
but when i saw the paper

SECTION B: choose 2 out of 3

wow. just nice what i knew came out at the first two
okay la. i didnt really memorise. but God let me spot on
wow. i hope i can do well
thank you jesus(:

i just had my dinner!
with my family at hme!

during dinner, my dad commented
"This is the first time you ate with us."
then i replied: "where got? Last time also got ah. You forgot ah?"
then my dad say:"After so long, this is considered the first time."

yea. indeed. i haven been hme for dinner for such a long time.
i haven eat dinner with my family for soooo long

God, let everything fall in place as what You have planned for me.
i disappointed someone. i know.
i actually asked that someone to do something that i can't do it myself
hahah. well, that's me i guess.
i noticed. everytime me and someone else quarrel.
i will be the one who doesnt want to comment.
sometimes i will stay quiet for the whole time.
if i am better, at least i will give some ans to the person.
most of the time. one word ans.
i didnt do that on purpose
really i didnt. :(
cause i believe
when two person quarrel, one must give in.
as in, not to say back so that the quarrel doesnt get bigger.
but actually when i keep quiet. thousands of thoughts are running inside my mind.
of how shld i say back the person
but i just remained quiet
for ytd
haha(:
i dont know i am idiot or stupid.
i am sorry.
maybe you wont even drop by here
but i am feeling so bad abt it.
that(: haha
maybe i am just taken by granted, i guess.
what else can i do?

"i'm gonna worship You forever,
i'm gonna worship You.
i'm gonna worship You forever,
i'm gonna worship You."