主 求你查看我 试验我
熬炼我的肺腑心肠

主 求你转向我 怜恤我
因为我是孤独困苦

主 求你赦免我 看顾我
因为我的罪及重大

主 求你保护我 抬救我
因为我永远投靠你

*主 恳求你引导我 教训我
你是拯救我的神
主 恳求你医治我 保守我
我终日等候仰望你

i dunno shld i settle things
u seem happy with ur life now
and i shld leave u alone i guess
why is it when i feel like settling with u the time is always not right?
and when u keep finding me, it just irritates me?
hahhahaha(:
i think, from now on
i shld just take things not to heart

ytd, i did orderly again
and just when i thought i was going to miss the 服侍 time
someone offered to take over me
and asked me to go for prayer infront
i went
and i cried again
too much things is on my mind
i wanted to help, but i created a mess and instead
made someone even angrier
hahahahah(:
i shld just stop being so busybody
maybe to u guys i am like that
so be it. i am tired of trying to change the view.
someone asked me: "if you know all these was coming, then why did u still do it?"
why did i do all those?
if i didnt do, everything will still be in place till now
but i guess, all these are in God's plan
you will find someone better, FAR BETTER than me for sure(:

so after church, i helped wc made his pens
hahahahha(:
it was fun!
LOL:DD
and then went to eat KFC with zt,wc and sendi
hahahahha(: long time didnt chat with two of my bestie le
hope we can meet up soon again
hahhahah(:

i am tired today but i did enjoy myself
hahahhaha(:

there are so many thoughts running in my mind
how?