tired today!
but it was fun! HAHAHAHAHHA(:
i was out since morning
and i slept late last night
slept at 3 plus
and i miss my sis! now! ):
hahahhahha(: i miss her singing around me!
LOL:D hopes she come back fast!!
feel so weird without her with me! ):

this morning had Ruwa recording practice
hmmmm. many things happened. but i believe God let it happen for a reason.
but i feel that out team of Ruwa isnt putting in much effort and commitment
just like what someone say
its between God and us, not us and anyone else
if we really respect God and we are doing the cd for Him
we wont be late, wont be not contributing waiting for instructions
i feel that. mmmm.
i also am in fault too. i admit that i didnt put God in the first place in this Ruwa thing
thats why i am always late for meeting. i realise it today. and i will try to change.
there is sooooo much misunderstanding in my point of view
and like what weicong say
which i feel that its true,
when we wanna start working for God, satan will work even harder than us to stop us for working.
somemore, this is a team. not individual or one man show
how are we suppose to give our best to God when everyone doesnt even wanna commit their time and effort? i think this is a point worth considering.
when things happen, we will just point finger to the authority up above us
saying its their fault why this and that happen
hmmm. then lets track up the list which we can blame
we blame our music director then worship leader
follwed by shilong ge, then pastor
above pastor?
isnt all we are doing is for God? then why dun just the authority over us?
God said He gave authority to those over us and we must respect them as our leaders
did we? by our actions?
i have soooo much to say.
in conclusion, i feel that we shld not push the blame to that ONE SINGLE PERSON
have anyone thought how hard the person worked?
have anyone thought how hard is it to get everyone together to do this practice?
it isnt her respnsible u guys know?
i am also in fault
cause i admit i also did try to blame it on her
but after today
i feel that God is trying to speak to us
i am not trying to use God's name here
not particularly against who
but
really,


is it abt us and ppl or God and us?


today at first was planning to go for Gina's bbq
but somethings happen. so ended up i didnt turn up
think a few princess was pissed at me. but well,
i just couldnt make it. sorry for that. ):

today i had cell in church
and i played the guitar! after SOOOO long
LOL:D and my fingers hurt like crazy now):
and after sharing of words
our cell needs to clean up church
so i thought of staying around to help out huihui jie and my cell
recently the factory around our church there start burning those things for the seven month
yea
so we was affected
and we did a cleaning of our church
it was fun

after that
went tam with wc
i have a sense of achievement today!
ahahhahahah(: cause i managed to help wc with one pen!
it used up all my energy lo
hhahahahah(:
but it was so fun!
with another person who joined us later!
then we went to...
EAT
!
MUAHAHHAHAHAHS
so happy
though i am tired
and here i am blogging
guess i have to turn in soon
tml need to wake up early

Lord, i thank You for today
everything that happen has its own reason
and i believe that You made everything beautiful in its time
Lord, teach me how to help in serving You
let us all serve You with fear and joy
be with us Lord.
In Jesus name, Amen(: