its really scary what one will do when
i dont know how to describe
everything happen so fast

this time round
i will not point fingers anymore
its my fault

and i will wait and get my comments from ppl

everything struck me when everthing was poured out

like what God said in the Bible
nothing hidden will be not known forever
i agree with that now

Lord
i know i am totally a failure now
but somehow it just remind me that i shld stick even closer to Your grace now

and i will really stick to You this time

though everything is so messy now
God i thank You for leading me
You warned before
but i just didnt heed Your Advice
and i am reaping for what i sow now

i believe every morning is a new day with Your grace
so i coming to You
help me and strengthen me

Lord, teach me
i am willing to learn