因你慈爱比生命更好
我要颂赞你耶稣
我要奉你圣名 举手欢庆
在你圣所中 仰慕渴求

*因为你曾帮助我
我要在你翅膀的荫下 欢呼
我的心紧紧跟随你
你是我坚强的磐石

this is one of the song we sang today in worship
the song seem simple
no fanciful and complicated words
but
how true is it?
everytime after God helps me
i will thank Him for that moment of time
and dump Him aside
i wanna be in full control of my life
that's what i know abt myself
but
now
i am in some kind of deep shit again
deep deep deep shit
i know what others comment abt me behind me
its hard to move on with those comments
i really dunno what i shld do next
i feel so..
)":
i feel like i am gonna break down again

因为你曾帮助我
我要在你翅膀的荫下 欢呼
我的心紧紧地跟随你
你是我坚强的磐石

Lord, teach me what to do
):
teach me
i feel like running away
running to a place far far far away from all these.

使我也能因你成为坚强。