arg
i am so bored
SOOOOOOO BOREDDD
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don't know what have been going in my mind
somehow i still feel like giving up
it always seem like when i feel alone
the feeling always come and go off so strong
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i dont know why
don't ask me too
don't know from when onwards the feeling have been so strong
the feeling is making me so weak
SOOOOO WEAK
i feel like an alien in church
to be honest if now i was given any chance not to go church
i will just not go i guess
its not that i dont believe in God
but its just that i dont know how long i can still last in this game of mask
ARG

don't know why i feel like blogging now
there have been so many things that i wanna share with ppl
but
it seems like
those things that are not settled are just settling around at the bottom of my heart
and they are just accumulating and accumulating up

i wanted to help someone so much
but i dont know how can i help cause i know i myself am not so strong in my faith now

SO NOT VERY STRONG NOW

i feel so tired
feel SOOOO SOOOO TIRED