i have always like this song. Worshiping You

" Take this offering that i bring
Humbly i fall on my knees
To proclaim You're everything

My life's nothing without You
Take my hand and lead me through
You are my sustaining Love

I live to worship You
I live to worship You

Here i am Worshiping You
With all i am Worshiping You
Bowing down In spirit and truth
With all i am Worshiping You

i'm gonna worship You forever
i'm gonna worship You
i'm gonna worship You forever
i'm gonna worship You "

i don't know what i can say
all i know now is
my life is in a mess
a TOTAL MESS
i don't know since when
my eyes started drifting from You to other things
i really really feel dry
and tired
i don't know what else i can do to save this friendship that i have
we are all going through a tough patch
please teach my heart
teach me
there are so many so many things that i wanted to say
who can i share it with?
i don't know how long i can even last

take my hand and lead me through

this is what i need
really
take away all the awkwardness
inside of me
i am hurting
i don't know what else i can do
i feel so odd, so out, so not needed
actually those are the truth
AAAAARRRRGGGGG
:"'(

i need you, i really do
dont leave me alone, please