those who know me well will know that i don't remember what i dream
i will always forget even though i knew that i had a dream the night before
but this dream
i could still vividly remember it
the first time i could remember 1 dream so well
and that's consider somehow scary to me
it seems that all of my hopes are gone in the dream
with all those quarelling
with all those misunderstandings
bad feelings
my stubborness
my jealousy
my comparison
it just seems that what i feel nowadays just came true in the dream
Lord
why did You gave me the dream
everything seems so real that i really don't want it to happen
You know me best
God
if that's really what You want to do with my life
God
i let You have Your way
cause i believe that Your way is always higher than mine
and
it will always be better than mine
though it will hurt alot
but
if that's what You want to do
i will just follow Your way
cause i know i will be safe inside You