everyone is like asking me how's my studies
and some ppl just keep telling me to study well
for my family
but the thing is how?
i just can't seem to study in
fo my family?
everyone pinning their hopes on me
what if i cannot do it?
and i jus realise alot of things have changed
friends whom i can talk to is no longer there
having problems like in every part of my life
studies. friendship. relationship. relationship with ppl. ownself
all these things seems to narrow down to that i can only share with
THAT ONE SINGLE PERSON
but
during this O's period i am suppose not to meet up with that person
God
how do You expect me to continue walking?
its like pulling away the supporting pole that i needed most at this period of time
all this seems that i have to rely on God, not humans
though humans may have fail me
God never does
but God
this is difficult
sometimes i really feel like giving up on my studies
everyone was like sharing
Jesus is coming soon
what if You really come?
i don't think i can face You with all those wrong things that i did
Jesus
hold my faith strong
let me not fall
Father carry me when my walk is a crawl
lead me through the rocky terrain
help me get back on my feet again
on my feet again