i dunno what to say
just finish reading someone's blog
in a way i am ruining my life again
there's a barrier
somewhere in my life
i am sorry sister
maybe everything is just my fault
everything created out of my own hands
why did i do all these?
for what?
maybe now i am just someone with a bad name
God?
forgive me for what i've done
what i've done that displeases You
tired of life
seriously
help me
i just wan to be somewhere
just me and You
without the eyes and comments of others
there is a thought now in my mind


"is Jesus love enough for me to stay even if all these things happen?"


Is Your love enough for me to stay on
?
i hope so too