alot of things happened recently.
i think it's the same for other ppl
but still
i am going to....
PRAISE THE LORD!
cause i know that everythig happen for a cause
and i know that whatever things that happen
no matter sad or happy
God still reign!
do you agree?
let me share some of the things i went through recently.
i cried in sch recently
because of someone
my close friend, my sister
it was thurs if i am not wrong
she told me that she got cancer
it was after sch that i saw her msg
i was shocked
at first i was still trying to control my emotions
but
it was really too overwhelming
and i cried
cause images of me and her flash through my mind
i don't wanna lose her
ama lend me her shoulder and comforted me
but after she left
i was still crying
maybe that was too much for me to bear?
i asked God why did He allow this to happen.
on my close friend
He didn't tell me why
but i feel Him comforting me
(:
after that.
i was surprise for what God planned for me
Eunice & Dessy prayed for me
although i feel weird cause we were praying in the toilet
i didn't expected that.
thanks.
Eunice say i have to be strong
yes
i will be strong
i will.
i know
but not by myself
by Him who strengthens me!
i was still quite emotional
the next day
on bus
listening to songs i can't control my emotions again
cried again
but i know i am not crying for ppl to comfort me
but to God
He know me better than anyone else, including myself
i am weak
but its when i am weak He makes me strong
Thank God
so
i going to declare in the name of Jesus that my friend will be ok!
not only ok
but the body is going to return to how it was when created it!
satan
you listen
God gave me the power to pray for ppl
and to step you under my feet
i am going to do that
you are not going to have any control my friend
and her family
cause
they belong to Jesus
not to you
you will not win this war
because Jesus is much much much much bigger than you!
i declare this in Jesus name!
AMEN!
praise the Lord!
also alot of things happen in church
God is in control
God you know that what everyone of us are going through
i bring hui hui jie, jinhao, weicong, huiling to you
God You be the judge among them
cause we don't know what really happen
who's right whose wrong
and i don't want to hear one sided story
cause i know i will make the wrong decision
so give me wisdom God
i saw someone ytd
and the type of look that the person gave really shock me
i don't know
make me think about some things
God You be with them
give them wisdom in saying things God
don't let them say things that is not true
because
in the bible, psalm 39:1
'I said,"I will watch my ways and keep my tongue from sin;
i will put a muzzle on my mouth as long as the wicked are in my presence."'
maybe after i say this ppl will dun like me or say me
but
i feel that this is important
if you put on a mask
when you come to church
and you stabbed ppl behind their back
jus remember
God is watching
and
the words that we say are powerful
it can make a person leave the body of christ
and it can make a person hate someone else
can drive a person to a corner
maybe you don't know all these
but its happening
what you can't see
outsiders can see it
i just pray that God will do His work in church
let the church, cell unite together in Him
that's my prayer
i am not saying all these to say that i am not wrong
maybe i am wrong
but these are all what i feel
if you read my post
and you feel that something is pulling you in your heart
God is trying to show you some things
i don't know what
that's what i feel
i hope what i say is useful
those who are tired and weary
tell Jesus
and He will give you rest
i believe!
hmmm
enough abt that
today
went to church
as normal
for tuition and cell
but i left cell early
to go for chenxiang bbq
and i went with ama
i thank God for her
cause jus now when we wlking to the bus stop
when going home
i told her my secret that nobody in sch knew
its about me
ya
she is the only person who knows
and she share hers with me too
i thank God for such a wonderful time with her today
thank God for everything that happened no matter happy or sad
i am still praising Him
for what He have done
thank God
i shall stop here
(:

-LOVEDbyHIM