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emptymyselfforYou
"If you give up yourself for me you will find true life."
Matt 16:25
In Your freedom
Emptying vessel in progress: Low Shuiting
Redeemed and brought,Property of YAHWEH

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today had lunch at seoul garden at yishun
hahahhahah(:
it was fun!
with the class!
though i am tired.
seems like i fatter one round liao
LOLOLOL:D

hope everything could continue this way

going for camp tml!
Lord,
please let me find my purpose of life in this camp!
i wanna know You more!
and fill this camp with more of Your presence and leading!
Thank You Jesus!

Looking forward to the change that will happen in my life!
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
10:28 PM

thank God! (:

yea.
i am finally done with my ppt.
and i will be having my break.
thank God.

i had peace throughout it.
(: thank God.
and God gave me the creativity to change the way of me usually presenting.
later going seoul garden for lunch.
and i am hungry now!
haahahaah((:

thank God for today! (:
this is the day you have made!
10:55 AM

Lord, teach me

i hope everything will end fast

but Lord,
i thank You for giving me this two weeks break.
perhaps it better for all.

i don't know why i can't control
but broke down

tml is my presentation.
somehow, Lord
i am affected.
help me please
1:00 AM

reflections

just finish watching life transformer 2

it's really touching how love could be so simple.
i guess, all along love has been so simple.
But it was how humans made it complicated and untrustworthy.
There was some take away points for me.

In today's episode,
i think is the father who approaches the team.
their family situation isn't that good.
Mum is having some mental illness due to depression without being cured,
while Dad can't work cause of his health.
child of 11 years old can't help much but study.

there was a point when yi feng asked the father.
"why do you still love your wife after she turned like this?"
and the father's reply was:
"i made a vow to her last time."

i was so shocked.
to be honest.
who now in this generation even really meant the vow they say on their marriage?

the other was.
the wife said she was so happy that their hse got a kitchen sink
that she couldn't sleep the day before the crew came to their house.
then yi feng posted a question.
"Think about what's the thing recently that made you can't sleep and being
excited for it. Was it a overseas trip? New handphone? Winning toto?"
For the wife,
it was simply just a kitchen sink that everyone could have taken for granted and which she has wished for it 3 years."

i was really quite proud of the boy.
being at his age, and so sensible.
it really makes me think,
am i really filial to my parents.
got one scene was he came from sch.
then yi feng asked him.
"would you want anything?"
a bag? His reply was i have already had one.
how many of us would have said this?

lastly,
they ended the episode celebrating for the boy.
upon making birthday wish, yi feng asked the boy.
"could you share the first two of your wishes with us?"
the boy reply was.
"for my dad to recover fast and have healthy body."
and the boy stopped.
"only this?" yi feng asked.
"yes" came the reply.

from this family, i could see the meaning of simple love.

Also, from this.
i thank God for the house that i have now.
Which is beautiful and clean.

for those of you who watched the episode.
my house was once even worser than that of the house shown.
my bedroom can fight with theirs.
for those who came to my hse before.
only that my kitchen,
is slightly better.
i wanted to thank all those who helped with our hse once again.
and my cousin.
who initiated the whole project so that me and my sis could have a clean environment to live.
and that my dad's condition could improve.
however,
there is someone i want to thank for helping us alot.
really alot.
that i don't know how to say.
Those late nights and my due to tiredness venting anger.
i never thought how tired you were too.
for one of the things that was cleared out of my house.
which was the most scary too.
always heard that that thing exist, till i really got to see it.
but i guess,
i no longer have the chance now.
If you were to happen to pass by and look.
i want to say,
thank you.
no complicated words, just really meaning it.

i guess i have never said enough of this to you.
well, things happen, things passed.
i should not bother you.

well well.
cheer up shuiting!

now, all i wish for Christmas is to.
Have a healthy body to do finish all my performance.
somehow, i could feel a slight pain.
don't know whether its my imagination or.


i can do it.
plenty of regrets,
but everything is too late.
if can,
how i wished all those didnt happen

Lord,
teach me how to be contented with what i have.
忘记背后,努力面前,
向着标竿zhipao.

can't find the word.
you guys know what i mean(:

jiayou!
Monday, December 14, 2009
9:03 PM

first time

to (:
though i don't know who you are, but thanks for the encouragement.
i can't reply tag.
don't know why


After yesterday sermon,
i have decided what i should do.
(:

i will learn to manage my time more than giving up on my ministry.
After all, ministry is a ground for me to learn and it is the best ground.
That's what pastor said, and that's what i agree with him.
Well, it will be tough.
But i hope i can pull it through.

yesterday night,
something happened.
i am still scare now.
very to be exact

please don't ask me what happened
if u really do care about me.
keep me in prayer,
that's all i ask


God,
please.
At least let me finish serving You this year.
Probably, i will face it next year.
please, let me pull through and nothing bad happens.
2:21 PM

Seek and you will find

i think i am really too busy with things
that i dont have time left for my studies.
As a student now,
i guess my priority is to study.
But i guess i have forget that along the way.
Busy serving, serving and serving.
Till i am abit numb.

i don't wanna lose the purpose why i am even serving.
why?
why am i hanging on till so hard?
cause my focus isnt right?
i guessed so.

i am really busy serving till.
i know i shldn't say all these here.
but i guess, everyone will have their period of this time.

i really want to know so much things for You.
but it seems that my capacity isn't that big yet.
i don't want to be busy in serving and then?
after all the things that i do, i am back to myself again.

i feel that i am serving till i scare ppl more than what God will say of me
like?
giving up studies to go for practices?
i don't know.
maybe its really time to reconsider.
putting down all these is hard,
maybe even to the extent of losing myself in church

i am still praying
i don't know where i am heading
i love the ministry that i am serving
but it seem that i am just too small

perhaps i should consider stepping down and focus on one instead
since everything is gonna change next year.

i guess i need to pray before i make any foolish decision.
i guess its time for me to meet my mentor soon

i am kind of losing my directions.

i wanna be what You want me to be

Happily dancing in a green patch of field,
as i dance, butterflies follows.
and,
when i am tired,
i will know that there is forever a tree
that i could rest under.


i don't wanna be strong for a while
and fall back to where i use to be

"Seek and you will find,
i try to tell myself,
try to tell myself.
I close my eyes and whisper,
seek and you will find."
Saturday, December 12, 2009
10:56 PM

All i want now, is to be Yours.

I have been wondering whether the decision i made is correct.
To certain extent,
i even feel like doing something about it.
But thank God, i could still hold myself from doing anything wrong.
If not, i guess i will just create more awkwardness.

And i saw this verse just now,
just as i was asking for an answer which always didnt come.

“Do nothing from selfishness or empty conceit, but with humility of mind regard one another as more important than yourselves.” Philippians 2:3 NASB

It suggests a self-preoccupation that hurts others. A divisive arrogance.

Looking after your personal interests is proper life management. Doing so to the exclusion of the rest of the world is selfishness.

It really made me pause and think about what i wanted to do.

Am i really doing it for us or for my own desire?

And i came to a conclusion.

It has been hard, since its me who wanted this new clear cut ever since don't know when.

It has been tough on my side,
being treated as a piece of glass,
and a lot other feelings that i shall not elaborate.

I guess choosing a decision to follow Him isn't that easy after all.
I know i am not good enough,
i may be weak at times.
But i believe He is strengthening me every min in my life.

Do all things for the good of others and not for myself.

Simple but also at the same time hard to do it.

I am Yours.
All i want now, is to be Yours.
Cause?

*Cause You paid the price, i give You my life.
I'm Yours.

So no matter what the cost, i will go for You.
no matter what it takes, i am Yours.
Becuase You paid the price at calvary.
I give You my whole life, I'm Yours.


Oh Lord, my everything,
to You i lift.
My heart and soul, i'll lift.
For You alone,
i'm not my own.


My life, is Yours.

Cause You paid the price, I give You my life.
i'm Yours.

Cause You paid the price, i give You my life.
i'm Yours.

So no matter what the cost,
i'll go for You.
No matter what it takes,
i'm Yours.
Because You paid the price at calvary
i give You my whole life.


I'm Yours

It's gonna be even tougher ahead,
who ask me to create so much problems for myself?

i just hope there will be someone holding me along the way,
pulling me up even when i fall hard.

And at the end, waiting for me to finish this race.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
7:49 PM


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